Tuesday, October 30, 2012
换名
我在梦中反复练习那繁复的笔划，研究一横一竖一撇一捺之间的交接点。醒来时，反而更纳闷了。怎么我们的交接点比你的名字还要少？
也许该找个算命师，替你换个笔划较少的名字。这样，你就不必再逃避，不必再绷着脸僵硬地挤出笑容，然后在心底不断地祈祷：“啊这烦人的傢伙快走开吧！”
选个你喜欢的，笔划很少很少的名字。命运上的交接点减少了，你也不必看见我了。也许会在那少数的与他人的交集里，找到你梦想中的人儿。但我们都知道，童话式的幸福美满从来就不真实。虽然我也想相信幸福美满的结局。
或许我也该找个算命师，要比你找的更灵验的。然后，也把名字换掉。笔划越多越好，用繁体字也无所谓。我会每天一横一竖一撇一捺地练习，知道算清名字里有多少个交叉点。然后，扣除我们经历过的那些时光（在我眼中是多么美好，而在你看来尽是烦恼），再纳入你出现的几率运算出我们接下来能见面的日子。
你会因为换了名字，每晚都安心地入睡。不必担心我会在什么时候走到你的身后，轻轻地把脸贴在你的背上。
我会在换名之后，每晚都安心地入睡。确定了剩下的日子后，我会更勤劳地学写你新的名字。一笔一划，在每个梦里。总有一天，累积够了交接点，我们就真的能见面了。
Sunday, October 28, 2012
心绪不宁
被晴空染成蓝色心情。
入睡前的一丝念头，穿越梦境纠缠着早晨睁眼看见的第一道光。
我用力擦拭，想把那念头消去，但却更深刻了。
这是不对的，这是不对的。再不消灭这种想法，最后会受伤的。
你真的那么害怕吗？跌倒。受伤。
不是说做人要潇洒、干脆吗？不是不喜欢性格纠结的人吗？
原来，你也是个纠结的人。
入睡前的一丝念头，穿越梦境纠缠着早晨睁眼看见的第一道光。
我用力擦拭，想把那念头消去，但却更深刻了。
这是不对的，这是不对的。再不消灭这种想法，最后会受伤的。
你真的那么害怕吗？跌倒。受伤。
不是说做人要潇洒、干脆吗？不是不喜欢性格纠结的人吗？
原来，你也是个纠结的人。
Saturday, October 27, 2012
很老的时光，很老的我
也许这是时间的魔法。
在某些时刻，时光总是走得特别慢。像老人拄着拐杖，颤巍巍地踏出一步，再踏出另一步。待抬头，才发现走了不远。
当你离开我的视线，时光变老了。而我也随之凋谢成枯黄的叶，随风飘荡不知方向。
我努力记起我的根源，那棵养育我的大树。
我也想在风中飘扬，摩挲出沙沙的乐曲；想让你抬头时，能看见一片翠绿中筛落的阳光。想让你觉得，这片绿叶娇嫩得可爱。
但在我等待你的时候，时光变老了，我也变老了。
在身上的绿装脱落时，我早已失去爱的能力。
于是，又陷入等待中。
偶尔，你会低着头走过。而你走得比时间还快，还来不及看清你眉间紧锁的忧愁，你已经走回你的世界里头了。
在某些时刻，时光总是走得特别慢。像老人拄着拐杖，颤巍巍地踏出一步，再踏出另一步。待抬头，才发现走了不远。
当你离开我的视线，时光变老了。而我也随之凋谢成枯黄的叶，随风飘荡不知方向。
我努力记起我的根源，那棵养育我的大树。
我也想在风中飘扬，摩挲出沙沙的乐曲；想让你抬头时，能看见一片翠绿中筛落的阳光。想让你觉得，这片绿叶娇嫩得可爱。
但在我等待你的时候，时光变老了，我也变老了。
在身上的绿装脱落时，我早已失去爱的能力。
于是，又陷入等待中。
偶尔，你会低着头走过。而你走得比时间还快，还来不及看清你眉间紧锁的忧愁，你已经走回你的世界里头了。
周末
去看Sinister，才发现其实我很胆小。
那班变态，出来后拼命批评影片没有想象中好看，说什么结局烂透了。
而我因为太入戏，还是心有余悸。
还好回宿舍时看见几个为了活动烦恼的朋友，一起谈了很久。
他们走着以前我走过的路。不过我知道，路的尽头是甜美的果实。加油吧！坚持下去就能看见彩虹了。=)
有是抛开功课浪费时间的周末。难得有多余的时间，都溜到哪儿了？
那班变态，出来后拼命批评影片没有想象中好看，说什么结局烂透了。
而我因为太入戏，还是心有余悸。
还好回宿舍时看见几个为了活动烦恼的朋友，一起谈了很久。
他们走着以前我走过的路。不过我知道，路的尽头是甜美的果实。加油吧！坚持下去就能看见彩虹了。=)
有是抛开功课浪费时间的周末。难得有多余的时间，都溜到哪儿了？
Friday, October 26, 2012
为什么
为什么？
只有三个字，却很难说出口。
有些事，明明就很想知道，但是怕开口问了会伤害到人。所以，话到嘴边就蒸发了。
对方可能从唐突的湿气中，猜度你选择抹杀的问号。
抑或，你平日训练有素的铁面具派上用途，他根本意识不到你想发问。
从w到e，不长的距离，发音也很简单。但可能话未落音，事态就改变了。
所以，有些事，明明很好奇，还是不要知道的好。
如果对方想说，就会说的。也许是告诉你，也许是别人。
人的八卦心理，也是个很难捉摸的东西。想知道却不想知道，矛盾啊！
只有三个字，却很难说出口。
有些事，明明就很想知道，但是怕开口问了会伤害到人。所以，话到嘴边就蒸发了。
对方可能从唐突的湿气中，猜度你选择抹杀的问号。
抑或，你平日训练有素的铁面具派上用途，他根本意识不到你想发问。
从w到e，不长的距离，发音也很简单。但可能话未落音，事态就改变了。
所以，有些事，明明很好奇，还是不要知道的好。
如果对方想说，就会说的。也许是告诉你，也许是别人。
人的八卦心理，也是个很难捉摸的东西。想知道却不想知道，矛盾啊！
Tuesday, October 9, 2012
Friday, June 29, 2012
Germany vs Italy EURO 2012 semifinals live
Germany formation
Neuer
Boateng Hummels Badstuber Lahm
Kroos Schweinsteiger Ozil Khedira Podolski
Gomez
Schweinsteiger is on. Please take care of yourself, don't let your injury worsen because you are going to play in the FINALE !
Kroos is put on the field. Hopefully this formation can stop Pirlo from making his beautiful long passes.
Loew made some changes to the midfield. Really, I am waiting for what Germany can do tonight. Hope they will create history by beating Italy in international game !
2.38am, preparing for kick-off ! Both teams are preparing to come on the field for national anthems and declaration session.
Here's Lahm, the captain, leading the team towards final.
2.40am Italia's national anthem playing. Hopefully this is the last time in EURO 2012.
2.42am Germany's national anthem. This song will be played in the FINAL !
Now both team's captain (Buffon and Lahm) are declaring against racism and for respect diversity in the game.
You know, I like it when the game is held in Polland. The announcer is so creative. Philip (and the crowds) LAHM!
Saying which I haven't seen Mertesacker on the field in this tournament.
2.48 KICK OFF !
What a chance from the corner ! WHAT A CHANCE ! But it was saved by Buffon. Opps, did I forget to record the time ?
0857 Pirlo did a beautiful long pass to Balotelli, but German defender cleared.
1014 Kroos, that soft long shot isn't gonna work for Buffon...
1155 OH! The cross from Boateng deflected ! And Kroos attempted a long shot again and Buffon blocked it out.
1338 Hummels foul against Balotelli so Italia gets a free kick.
1621 As expected Italy's defense is strong, but the German has two shots on goal so far.
1657 Montolivo tried to shoot, but stopped by Neuer. This guy has a German mother and Italian father.
1744 Montolivo and Cassano tried to shoot and again good job Neuer !
1923 FUCK ! Balotelli SCORED ! Italy 1 -Germany 0 SHIT! What was German defenders doing? Why go behind Balotelli instead of in front? OMG!
Mario Gomez do something ! Can't let another Mario gets all the limelights !
2358 Oh Gomez, that header is not strong enough..
Personally, I think Boateng is disastrous so far. URGH!
2624 Ozil made an effort but again Buffon was in the way.
2930 Oh Kroos, too far, that ain't gonna work.
3300 Boateng's cross was deflected before Podolski can reach it ! ARGH! But it's a corner for Germany.
3358 Montolivo was in the penalty box. Luckily he was too slow. Gosh... I was so worried.
3448 Khedira attempted quite a spectacular strike, but Buffon's hand was in the way.
3556 SHIT BALOTELLI SCORED AGAIN. My heart is wretched.
He was given yellow card for showing off his muscle. Oh my god, Germany's defense has some problem there. What were they doing when Balotelli got the ball ? Lahm wasn't aware of him. It was too late.
No, I don't want the history to replay again.
Where the hell is your spirit Germany? Don't be so down ! We have game going on ! Come on !
4430 Lahm trying to cheer the team up by forming an attack, which was again blocked by Buffon.
4500 Half-time. Germany 0 - Italy 2 (Balotellix2)
My heart is still wretched. We need some change of strategy from Germany, strengthening their defense and get pass the Italia's defense, especially Buffon. The opening was quite good for Germany, they got the ball, organized it and attack. But somehow things fell apart when the game continues. Anyway, the defense line need a boost !
Second half, Podolski subbed by Reus, and Klose coming up in place of Gomez.
4700 Reus' first attempt. But the ball went straight to Buffon.
4856 Lahm sent the ball over the crossbar. Argh !
Germany try desperately to shoot, but then hey, Italy is good in defense, so I suppose this strategy doesn't work well against Italy?
5500 Schweinsteiger made a passing mistake, and that nearly turned into disaster.
5540 Klose's attempt cleared away..
5552 Italy made a substitution, Cassano down, Diamanti up.
5955 Kroos was down ! Banucci given a yellow card. Germany gets a free kick. Make good use of it. It's a nice position. Just in front of the penalty box. Reus was accurate, but Buffon gets in the way.
6239 Montolivo substituted by Thiago Motta.
Germany 9 attempts, 6 on goal. Seriously Buffon is in the way. Can't deny he is one of the best goalkeeper in the world. But I can't really appreciate his skill tonight.
6900 Balotelli is substituted by Di Natale. He was injured. You've scored enough to break my heart, so now sit on your bench.
7058 Thomas Muller coming on. Finally they put Boateng down. He was a disaster for me.
You can see Germany's effort you know, they come again and again and again, but just can't break through the wall of Italy. Iron wall I might add, with a strong keeper named Buffon.
7450 Marchisio nearly scored. Here German defense problem shows. A BIG hole.
10 more minutes to go. And my heart. I can't feel it anymore.
Strategy failure + defense weakness brought Germany to such situation. When you know straight-forward attack doesn't work against the iron wall of Italia, why didn't you change the strategy and find the way round instead? Disappointing. Disappointing.
83m De Rossi got a yellow card.
I can't bear to watch anymore. So that's it. Germany 0 - Italy 2. Italy faces off Spain in the finale.
91m Handball ! A penalty for Germany ! Ozil scored. So now it's Germany 1 - Italy 2. Last two minutes. It's a great consolation.
Ending with Germany 1 - Italy 2. My heart is so damn wretched.
Neuer
Boateng Hummels Badstuber Lahm
Kroos Schweinsteiger Ozil Khedira Podolski
Gomez
Schweinsteiger is on. Please take care of yourself, don't let your injury worsen because you are going to play in the FINALE !
Kroos is put on the field. Hopefully this formation can stop Pirlo from making his beautiful long passes.
Loew made some changes to the midfield. Really, I am waiting for what Germany can do tonight. Hope they will create history by beating Italy in international game !
2.38am, preparing for kick-off ! Both teams are preparing to come on the field for national anthems and declaration session.
Here's Lahm, the captain, leading the team towards final.
2.40am Italia's national anthem playing. Hopefully this is the last time in EURO 2012.
2.42am Germany's national anthem. This song will be played in the FINAL !
Now both team's captain (Buffon and Lahm) are declaring against racism and for respect diversity in the game.
You know, I like it when the game is held in Polland. The announcer is so creative. Philip (and the crowds) LAHM!
Saying which I haven't seen Mertesacker on the field in this tournament.
2.48 KICK OFF !
What a chance from the corner ! WHAT A CHANCE ! But it was saved by Buffon. Opps, did I forget to record the time ?
0857 Pirlo did a beautiful long pass to Balotelli, but German defender cleared.
1014 Kroos, that soft long shot isn't gonna work for Buffon...
1155 OH! The cross from Boateng deflected ! And Kroos attempted a long shot again and Buffon blocked it out.
1338 Hummels foul against Balotelli so Italia gets a free kick.
1621 As expected Italy's defense is strong, but the German has two shots on goal so far.
1657 Montolivo tried to shoot, but stopped by Neuer. This guy has a German mother and Italian father.
1744 Montolivo and Cassano tried to shoot and again good job Neuer !
1923 FUCK ! Balotelli SCORED ! Italy 1 -Germany 0 SHIT! What was German defenders doing? Why go behind Balotelli instead of in front? OMG!
Mario Gomez do something ! Can't let another Mario gets all the limelights !
2358 Oh Gomez, that header is not strong enough..
Personally, I think Boateng is disastrous so far. URGH!
2624 Ozil made an effort but again Buffon was in the way.
2930 Oh Kroos, too far, that ain't gonna work.
3300 Boateng's cross was deflected before Podolski can reach it ! ARGH! But it's a corner for Germany.
3358 Montolivo was in the penalty box. Luckily he was too slow. Gosh... I was so worried.
3448 Khedira attempted quite a spectacular strike, but Buffon's hand was in the way.
3556 SHIT BALOTELLI SCORED AGAIN. My heart is wretched.
He was given yellow card for showing off his muscle. Oh my god, Germany's defense has some problem there. What were they doing when Balotelli got the ball ? Lahm wasn't aware of him. It was too late.
No, I don't want the history to replay again.
Where the hell is your spirit Germany? Don't be so down ! We have game going on ! Come on !
4430 Lahm trying to cheer the team up by forming an attack, which was again blocked by Buffon.
4500 Half-time. Germany 0 - Italy 2 (Balotellix2)
My heart is still wretched. We need some change of strategy from Germany, strengthening their defense and get pass the Italia's defense, especially Buffon. The opening was quite good for Germany, they got the ball, organized it and attack. But somehow things fell apart when the game continues. Anyway, the defense line need a boost !
Second half, Podolski subbed by Reus, and Klose coming up in place of Gomez.
4700 Reus' first attempt. But the ball went straight to Buffon.
4856 Lahm sent the ball over the crossbar. Argh !
Germany try desperately to shoot, but then hey, Italy is good in defense, so I suppose this strategy doesn't work well against Italy?
5500 Schweinsteiger made a passing mistake, and that nearly turned into disaster.
5540 Klose's attempt cleared away..
5552 Italy made a substitution, Cassano down, Diamanti up.
5955 Kroos was down ! Banucci given a yellow card. Germany gets a free kick. Make good use of it. It's a nice position. Just in front of the penalty box. Reus was accurate, but Buffon gets in the way.
6239 Montolivo substituted by Thiago Motta.
Germany 9 attempts, 6 on goal. Seriously Buffon is in the way. Can't deny he is one of the best goalkeeper in the world. But I can't really appreciate his skill tonight.
6900 Balotelli is substituted by Di Natale. He was injured. You've scored enough to break my heart, so now sit on your bench.
7058 Thomas Muller coming on. Finally they put Boateng down. He was a disaster for me.
You can see Germany's effort you know, they come again and again and again, but just can't break through the wall of Italy. Iron wall I might add, with a strong keeper named Buffon.
7450 Marchisio nearly scored. Here German defense problem shows. A BIG hole.
10 more minutes to go. And my heart. I can't feel it anymore.
Strategy failure + defense weakness brought Germany to such situation. When you know straight-forward attack doesn't work against the iron wall of Italia, why didn't you change the strategy and find the way round instead? Disappointing. Disappointing.
83m De Rossi got a yellow card.
I can't bear to watch anymore. So that's it. Germany 0 - Italy 2. Italy faces off Spain in the finale.
91m Handball ! A penalty for Germany ! Ozil scored. So now it's Germany 1 - Italy 2. Last two minutes. It's a great consolation.
Ending with Germany 1 - Italy 2. My heart is so damn wretched.
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